Hey. Heh. It's been awhile. I wish I could say I've been doing exciting things. Besides, well, obsessing over Star Wars and now Firefly.

Okay. Finally moving Daniel to a newer LJ: i_daniel and hopefully happier pastures/storylines if I find something to do with him. If nothing else, he can be happy and vaguely parental in Mike's direction.

A few things:

I've decided that really the best thing is to restart Daniel. To some degree. I don't think it needs to wreck all of his relationships or whatever, but I think it would just be less frustrating for me to start him on a different less angsty page. Because it's not fun and if it's not fun, it needs changing.

And really, I've been almost as miserable as my character has and sort of avoiding this LJ like a plague. I think a new one might just be safer. And I'm cheap and so not paying 15$ just to rename this thing. And I don't want to just be a pain in the ass and make everyone else miserable. Alors, a restart.

Once I have a new LJ set up, I'll post about it.

As far as the changes go, I'm not sure how the rest of you want to address that but I'm open to talking about it. Mostly I'm thinking in terms of Mike, Willow, Anya, and Lu.

I'll write it up. You know, the radical notion of posting every once and awhile. ^^;; I really haven't been keeping up with that. Sorry. Comics (which are SO amazingly addictive) and real-life gnawing on my brain prevented me from really doing much of anything. So I suck and I'm sorry.

Also, my AIM is now Nycteris22. Don't ask. AOL is a bitch.

Current Mood: contemplative

Can we talk?

I have been...

Hitting things mostly.

Gods above and below, but I hate people. All of them.

Except Kara. And Mike. And Anya. And possibly Riana.

I date unreliable, useless people. You think they'd stop by or drop a line or offer to talk to me but no. Nope. Bastards.

Current Mood: depressed

Huh. I really hadn't been expecting a surprise party. I enjoyed it. Soren was absent. That was strange.

Willow, I really didn't get a chance to meet Sierra. Is there anyway I could...hm...meet you two somewhere at some point? Really we could do something she likes to do. Haven't been twelve (or it is eleven?) in quite some time so I'm not sure I know what that would be but let me know.

Cerridwen, it was lovely talking to you. I think I never really did because of the whole Faith getting hurt thing and you being Death. But I'll definitely be less stand-offish in the future.

The rest of you, well, payback will be sweet. Er, or something like that. Particularly you, Midir. You better not visit me with anymore hidden agendas or I'll be hurt. Heh.

Now I'm just left to wonder where the frell my old senile boyfriend wandered off to.

Edit:And Mike, feel free to bother me more. I've been lousy about being around but I've missed you. As usual, you're a great... well, young man. I still plan on referring to you as kid from time to time though. I want to actually meet Draco at some point.

Current Mood: mischievous

It just seems like an evening of unavoidable Sorceror-related irritation so he might as well end it right by talking to Wesley. Or so Daniel tells himself. After all, he had spoken to Keelia and there had been no casualties.

He perches on a chair and steeples his fingers pondering nothing much and waiting for the knock on his door.

Life used to be so boring. He misses that.

Current Mood: anxious

It's been strange. Working and training with people that never seem to last. I think I've learned enough. I'm still not entirely sure I'll ever figure out who I am. Not completely.

I have changed. Perhaps I'm a little older. Less...like an open-book. More capable.

Being away, I have missed more than just Mike and Willow. And Soren, naturally. Honestly I've missed all of you. I'm just not sure of anything. But I feel like at least part of the void has been filled. I've learned more magic and learned to fight. And slowly I suppose I'm evolving into my own person.

But now I want to hunt things. Something.

And I'd like to see Midir.

Or Soren.

Current Mood: indescribable

Wanted:

Someone who isn't attached to anyone else. Someone with a charming personality who would find a rather shy pianist a suitable companion. Someone who gives flowers and knows how to recieve them. Who comforts as well as seeks comfort. Who would hold me as long as I needed them too. Who would be there when I needed them most. Who would put me above all others, expecting the same loyalty. Who wouldn't worry about me doing as I pleased. Who would trust me enough to know I'd always be there for them.

Current Mood: rejected

After he's woken up a bit and read over the sonnet Soren gave him more times than is probably sane, he decides he probably should give out Valentine's as well. It's done fairly quickly.

He looks up the meanings of various flowers as he tries to decide what's appropriate from whom.

He sends Methos (iris_angel) irises...more because of their meaning than anything else. Along with a note saying he'll be back at the lighthouse shortly.

Morning Glories with a small stuffed unicorn for Anya, yellow roses for Willow, and snowdrops for Lu. And since it's probably Midir's first Valentine's Day ever, he sends him hyacinth.

He sends Mike a small stuffed gargoyle in a top hat. Just because.

And for Soren...well...hm. He heads downstairs. He has an idea or two.

Current Mood: busy

[after he leaves Willow's]

He really don't even know where to begin. He takes some time though to force his anger aside so he doesn't say something else he'll regret.

So he just sends e-mails:

( Lu )

( Willow )

Once that's out of the way, he sends off another handful of e-mails/letters.

( Anya )

( Mike )

( Faith )

( Gwydyr and Sharan )

( Julien )

( Midir )

( Soren )

It's probably best to just stay at Methos' lighthouse. It's nicer there and maybe he'll get some composing done.

Current Mood: blah